Tuesday Mournings

What a day I had yesterday.
My first shoot had to be cancelled and Since Sandra and I were already there, we negotiated that we shoot together, with her as the Dom this time. A few weeks ago I Dominated her in LA. We had a great shoot, and I thought it only sporting that I offer the same.

The Whipped Ass webmaster was very nice and arranged for this to happen. It was my first time working with him as a model and with him on set. I enjoyed collaborating with him both as a rigger and model. The shoot itself was intense, as expected but great energy and I had a good time. Sandra is something else. We have this ethereal connection and so much of what we feel and understand about each other is not even neccesary to mention... its just understood.

That type of erotic tension is something I really thrive after. Its an intense connection and in some ways one of the most pleasurable things I can think of. I think that is why I love intense psychological play so much. I think if people view my most resent content, for like the past two months or so in particular, that there is more of that prevalent... not sure, but that is what it feels like.

The shoot ended late. I was walking out of the studio when Lew was leaving. We were supposed to go to a film opening of a friend of ours, but I declined due to the lateness of the shoot ending and my antisocial feeling. I asked if he had time for a ride and an extra helmet. He had both and asked where to. I said I would like to see the water and off we went. We drove along the coast and happened to find the water along sunset. A nice drive and then we took our freezing behinds into a warm diner for good conversation. After bundling up in rain gear for the drive back I arrived at the model apartment, tried to delicately comb out my wind ravaged hair and get some shut-eye.

Missed Sir on the phone. Lots of phone/text tag. He had a CoRE engagement that evening... bunny missed you. I was feeling left out that I had not spoken with him but He left me a goodnight voice mail with our Nightly Affirmation and the magical words "I miss you" and it made bunny's heart feel good.

Its nice to feel wanted :)