Today's shoot got rescheduled to later in the month, so here I am.
Went to lunch with some Webmasters and Miss Rayne and am plotting my evening. I think I am going to watch a movie today at the movie theater. I have decided to stay through Tuesday here, so I am also going to pick up a guide book and see what I can do over the weekend. Evidentally Monday is Columbus day so I am not sure how that is going to effect me being a good tourist.
I also realized I forgot some face wash in my packing so I think I may get some Claudile kind :) Its nice...
Today has been stressful but I know everything will be ok.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Tuesday Mournings
What a day I had yesterday.
My first shoot had to be cancelled and Since Sandra and I were already there, we negotiated that we shoot together, with her as the Dom this time. A few weeks ago I Dominated her in LA. We had a great shoot, and I thought it only sporting that I offer the same.
The Whipped Ass webmaster was very nice and arranged for this to happen. It was my first time working with him as a model and with him on set. I enjoyed collaborating with him both as a rigger and model. The shoot itself was intense, as expected but great energy and I had a good time. Sandra is something else. We have this ethereal connection and so much of what we feel and understand about each other is not even neccesary to mention... its just understood.
That type of erotic tension is something I really thrive after. Its an intense connection and in some ways one of the most pleasurable things I can think of. I think that is why I love intense psychological play so much. I think if people view my most resent content, for like the past two months or so in particular, that there is more of that prevalent... not sure, but that is what it feels like.
The shoot ended late. I was walking out of the studio when Lew was leaving. We were supposed to go to a film opening of a friend of ours, but I declined due to the lateness of the shoot ending and my antisocial feeling. I asked if he had time for a ride and an extra helmet. He had both and asked where to. I said I would like to see the water and off we went. We drove along the coast and happened to find the water along sunset. A nice drive and then we took our freezing behinds into a warm diner for good conversation. After bundling up in rain gear for the drive back I arrived at the model apartment, tried to delicately comb out my wind ravaged hair and get some shut-eye.
Missed Sir on the phone. Lots of phone/text tag. He had a CoRE engagement that evening... bunny missed you. I was feeling left out that I had not spoken with him but He left me a goodnight voice mail with our Nightly Affirmation and the magical words "I miss you" and it made bunny's heart feel good.
Its nice to feel wanted :)
My first shoot had to be cancelled and Since Sandra and I were already there, we negotiated that we shoot together, with her as the Dom this time. A few weeks ago I Dominated her in LA. We had a great shoot, and I thought it only sporting that I offer the same.
The Whipped Ass webmaster was very nice and arranged for this to happen. It was my first time working with him as a model and with him on set. I enjoyed collaborating with him both as a rigger and model. The shoot itself was intense, as expected but great energy and I had a good time. Sandra is something else. We have this ethereal connection and so much of what we feel and understand about each other is not even neccesary to mention... its just understood.
That type of erotic tension is something I really thrive after. Its an intense connection and in some ways one of the most pleasurable things I can think of. I think that is why I love intense psychological play so much. I think if people view my most resent content, for like the past two months or so in particular, that there is more of that prevalent... not sure, but that is what it feels like.
The shoot ended late. I was walking out of the studio when Lew was leaving. We were supposed to go to a film opening of a friend of ours, but I declined due to the lateness of the shoot ending and my antisocial feeling. I asked if he had time for a ride and an extra helmet. He had both and asked where to. I said I would like to see the water and off we went. We drove along the coast and happened to find the water along sunset. A nice drive and then we took our freezing behinds into a warm diner for good conversation. After bundling up in rain gear for the drive back I arrived at the model apartment, tried to delicately comb out my wind ravaged hair and get some shut-eye.
Missed Sir on the phone. Lots of phone/text tag. He had a CoRE engagement that evening... bunny missed you. I was feeling left out that I had not spoken with him but He left me a goodnight voice mail with our Nightly Affirmation and the magical words "I miss you" and it made bunny's heart feel good.
Its nice to feel wanted :)
Sunday to Monday
Sunday evening I spent in my doggie cage watching Sir run around and do Sir-things. It was nice. I took a good nap and enjoyed seeing Him smile so much.
Since I am much further away from my preferred airport now, I got up at 5, and put my car in long-term parking, a first for me in Los Angeles. Flight was perfect and normal as usual and getting to San Fran proper is always a breeze on BART. My shoot on Monday was with the beautiful, sexy, and mysterious Calico.
The energy was great and she is now one of my favorite models. I like how Princess Donna says her "private collection." I have not shot with Calico enough to claim her as a stabled mare but it was a really nice shoot. The bondage was fun because of the versatility of it. We went from a fusion rig to encasement fetish to classic american and ended very eastern themed. It was a bondage sampler without and real deliberate steps towards it.
She's a fun and dirty girl and very open and honest about herself and lifestyle, something I really appreciate and admire in people. After watching the movie Lost in Translation recently I realized that I found myself whispering dirty things into her ear, inaudible to the camera quite frequently that day. My apologies to the videographer and the frustrated viewers, but it made the scene :)
Hmm... after a panang curry dinner and a nice walk, I indulged myself and purchased a pretty set of sparling teal earrings, not very expensive- but I do not indulge myself often. It felt nice.
Since I am much further away from my preferred airport now, I got up at 5, and put my car in long-term parking, a first for me in Los Angeles. Flight was perfect and normal as usual and getting to San Fran proper is always a breeze on BART. My shoot on Monday was with the beautiful, sexy, and mysterious Calico.
The energy was great and she is now one of my favorite models. I like how Princess Donna says her "private collection." I have not shot with Calico enough to claim her as a stabled mare but it was a really nice shoot. The bondage was fun because of the versatility of it. We went from a fusion rig to encasement fetish to classic american and ended very eastern themed. It was a bondage sampler without and real deliberate steps towards it.
She's a fun and dirty girl and very open and honest about herself and lifestyle, something I really appreciate and admire in people. After watching the movie Lost in Translation recently I realized that I found myself whispering dirty things into her ear, inaudible to the camera quite frequently that day. My apologies to the videographer and the frustrated viewers, but it made the scene :)
Hmm... after a panang curry dinner and a nice walk, I indulged myself and purchased a pretty set of sparling teal earrings, not very expensive- but I do not indulge myself often. It felt nice.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Yesterday: Hung Over and Happy
Yesterday comprised of various household tasks and errands, nothing of note but all important. Sir's sister had a bad migraine with vomitus and the whole shibang so we spent some time together watching "The Girls Next Door" episodes 'till we couldn't take it anymore. Finally and fortunately she was able to get some sleep and she is still sleeping this morning. I hope most of her migraine will be gone today.
In the evening, Sir and I went over to Toys in Babeland to meet up with Midori, Steve DG, and his lady friend then off to a neat restaurant built in 1919 to meet Doc, Doc's friend, and Ernest Green for a lovely and eclectic meal.
I asked permission if I may order an alcoholic beverage and asked the waiter to pick a martini for me. He studied me for about 30 seconds and was off to make something interesting. He was maybe 80? On the top of his game, sharp, witty, and awesome. He made me something unique and bitter. Sir pointed out that I enjoy bitter drinks. I had never considered that before, but he must be right- but man was this a strong martini! It also had a second serving in a miniature ice carafe that accompanied it! I really enjoy miniature everyday objects. At any rate it ended up being 4 very strong martinis and all my concentration to make it up our 3 story walk up in my heels with grace! Oops...
Dinner conversation was lovely. We miss seeing everyone in that room, since we all travel and have our own busy lives to contend with but I cannot express how much I enjoyed the evening and the moment. It made me really happy.
Today, I am downing water and the sorts to clear the fuzziness in my head. Sir is still resting, but I imagine will be up shortly. We will probably have a late morning and try to relax a bit before our upcoming busy work week. I am meeting Mz Berlin for coffee at 3 and the rest of the day is up in the air. Hopefully with some RnR in there somewhere.
-sleepy evil bun.
In the evening, Sir and I went over to Toys in Babeland to meet up with Midori, Steve DG, and his lady friend then off to a neat restaurant built in 1919 to meet Doc, Doc's friend, and Ernest Green for a lovely and eclectic meal.
I asked permission if I may order an alcoholic beverage and asked the waiter to pick a martini for me. He studied me for about 30 seconds and was off to make something interesting. He was maybe 80? On the top of his game, sharp, witty, and awesome. He made me something unique and bitter. Sir pointed out that I enjoy bitter drinks. I had never considered that before, but he must be right- but man was this a strong martini! It also had a second serving in a miniature ice carafe that accompanied it! I really enjoy miniature everyday objects. At any rate it ended up being 4 very strong martinis and all my concentration to make it up our 3 story walk up in my heels with grace! Oops...
Dinner conversation was lovely. We miss seeing everyone in that room, since we all travel and have our own busy lives to contend with but I cannot express how much I enjoyed the evening and the moment. It made me really happy.
Today, I am downing water and the sorts to clear the fuzziness in my head. Sir is still resting, but I imagine will be up shortly. We will probably have a late morning and try to relax a bit before our upcoming busy work week. I am meeting Mz Berlin for coffee at 3 and the rest of the day is up in the air. Hopefully with some RnR in there somewhere.
-sleepy evil bun.
Friday, September 28, 2007
This Morning
This morning... I am tired. Too many early morning phone calls prevented me from getting needed sleep. Not to worry though. Got my bunny butt out of bed and onto the computer to catch up on things since i've been gone. Sir got "lucky" and was randomly selected for Jury Duty today, we'll see if they want him or not.
Its overcast here. Alas no rain but good sleepy weather.
At moments like these I know there is much to do, but I get overwhelmed with the enormity of the list- which comes first and which comes first when you are sleepy and tired and stuff?
I suppose the bun will figure it out.
-bun out.
Its overcast here. Alas no rain but good sleepy weather.
At moments like these I know there is much to do, but I get overwhelmed with the enormity of the list- which comes first and which comes first when you are sleepy and tired and stuff?
I suppose the bun will figure it out.
-bun out.
Thursday at KINK
Yesterday I flew up to San Francisco for the day to work at Kink. The days journey was to work with James on his site, www.thetrainingofo.com. His trainee: Devon. Me: As usual, a guest trainer.
Devon is a very optimistic, happy and spirited girl, not to mention tough and determined. I like her alot and liked her attitude through the shoot even better. One thing I was amused by is something that James says to the models. If they are emotional or a bit watery in the eyes he will tell them to "compose yourself." I think thats really cool because it does not console the model but does remind her to center herself with detatchment....
The shooting went well and off I went home from another day there. I should count how many shoots I have done there, it would be interesting to see the numbers.
While at the airport, I randomly ran across my friend, Arachnia Webb who happened to be on the same flight as me. It was very nice to see her and chit chat in our fatigued post shoot with crumbling make up on states. I neeed to make an effort to see her out here sometime. Frienship is a skill I am still learning to acquire.
Driving home is the time I take to compose myself for Sir. For those of you that are switches or have switches in your life, it is not always easy to transition from being Dominant to being cute and submissive. In years past, this has most certainly been a challenge with Sir and I- but the tranisiton is getting much better and easier. Coming home as a bunny, I was happy to see all the cool things Sir did to reorganize everything and the best part- we now have and will be selling on VintageRope.com hot pink synthetic rope! Its the perfect pink. Cotton candy-ish but very, very cool.
Devon is a very optimistic, happy and spirited girl, not to mention tough and determined. I like her alot and liked her attitude through the shoot even better. One thing I was amused by is something that James says to the models. If they are emotional or a bit watery in the eyes he will tell them to "compose yourself." I think thats really cool because it does not console the model but does remind her to center herself with detatchment....
The shooting went well and off I went home from another day there. I should count how many shoots I have done there, it would be interesting to see the numbers.
While at the airport, I randomly ran across my friend, Arachnia Webb who happened to be on the same flight as me. It was very nice to see her and chit chat in our fatigued post shoot with crumbling make up on states. I neeed to make an effort to see her out here sometime. Frienship is a skill I am still learning to acquire.
Driving home is the time I take to compose myself for Sir. For those of you that are switches or have switches in your life, it is not always easy to transition from being Dominant to being cute and submissive. In years past, this has most certainly been a challenge with Sir and I- but the tranisiton is getting much better and easier. Coming home as a bunny, I was happy to see all the cool things Sir did to reorganize everything and the best part- we now have and will be selling on VintageRope.com hot pink synthetic rope! Its the perfect pink. Cotton candy-ish but very, very cool.
Days off really aren't days off...
Travel for some reason always makes me reeeaaallllyy tired. The next day it feels almost like a hangover. Wednesday. Wednesday morning bunny spent hopping around running errands such as going to get her monthly test at AIM, pick up the normal neccesities one needs, and small accesories from IKEA to finish off the main portion of our dungeon decoration.
Hopping sleepily home, she produced her newly acquired objects and with Sir continued to add those finishing touches to the dungeon. We are very excited to see it almost complete. Everything in the house is looking more complete as each day passes and it brings us nothing but happiness and a sense of content.
The rest of the day is a bit fuzzy for me, but it involved more organization, and happily sleep :)
-bunny.
Hopping sleepily home, she produced her newly acquired objects and with Sir continued to add those finishing touches to the dungeon. We are very excited to see it almost complete. Everything in the house is looking more complete as each day passes and it brings us nothing but happiness and a sense of content.
The rest of the day is a bit fuzzy for me, but it involved more organization, and happily sleep :)
-bunny.
Tuesday's Travails
Arrived at the airport around 11am EST arrived in LA around 10:30 PST, long day of domestic travel consisting of 3 planes, lots of sleep, reading Scientific American, more sleep, and exhausting the battery and library of my nano-ipod.
Sir picked up a sleepy and grumble bun from the airport. Swept her off her feet and took her home to a comfy bed. Sir gave this bun a very neat gift, a rabbit skull. She has been slowly collecting animal skulls and enjoys looking at them. She has a fox, a parakeet, and now a killer rabbit of her own! Thank you, Sir!
Happy to be home, the bunny fell asleep.
Sir picked up a sleepy and grumble bun from the airport. Swept her off her feet and took her home to a comfy bed. Sir gave this bun a very neat gift, a rabbit skull. She has been slowly collecting animal skulls and enjoys looking at them. She has a fox, a parakeet, and now a killer rabbit of her own! Thank you, Sir!
Happy to be home, the bunny fell asleep.
Monday Mornings.
We started late with a now ritual of daily walks out in life, we found a park and I got to do one of my favorite things in parks- swing on swing sets. If one is at my disposal its almost mandatory, which is amusing considering I get motion sick on them after a bit. A happy moment in time.
A 4 set day with some really rad outfits including a swimmers cap :) People ask me sometimes if I find bondage that does not completely control all of my mental faculties to survive boring, and I would say absolutely not. I think there is something fascinating to each aspect of bondage from simple to elaborate- its all beautiful, sexy, and wonderful to be in.
After some yummy sushi, the final sets (an arched position and the final interview), vegitation was indeed in order. We watched Lost in Translation. I have never seen the movie but absolutely loved it! Amazing imagrey, fantastic writing- just plain bad ass.
It drew my thoughts to Sir... happy and watching the movie I know there would have been those romantic and funny moments that we would have just looked at each other and understood what the other was thinking. Sir, I was thinking about you :)
-bunny.
A 4 set day with some really rad outfits including a swimmers cap :) People ask me sometimes if I find bondage that does not completely control all of my mental faculties to survive boring, and I would say absolutely not. I think there is something fascinating to each aspect of bondage from simple to elaborate- its all beautiful, sexy, and wonderful to be in.
After some yummy sushi, the final sets (an arched position and the final interview), vegitation was indeed in order. We watched Lost in Translation. I have never seen the movie but absolutely loved it! Amazing imagrey, fantastic writing- just plain bad ass.
It drew my thoughts to Sir... happy and watching the movie I know there would have been those romantic and funny moments that we would have just looked at each other and understood what the other was thinking. Sir, I was thinking about you :)
-bunny.
That's a Wrap - Shooting on Sunday.
Well... minor delay in explainging the rest of my shooting experiences. I had a wonderful time the next day. Shooting with woment that really enjoy other women is always a pleasure, especially when they are not in the modeling circut. They don't play it up for the camera... their reactions are sincere and natural which is why I assume the photographer like shooting girls this way.
Lots of fun and suggestive debauchery with Miss Charlie... but all in all a good way.
Work was seperated by some Indian food, attractive waiters, and an after dinner walk through a local campus reliving our days of entrance into the world of goth and industrial music.
Finishing up with two encasement scenes, one saran wrap and the other co-flex - a good day.
Lots of fun and suggestive debauchery with Miss Charlie... but all in all a good way.
Work was seperated by some Indian food, attractive waiters, and an after dinner walk through a local campus reliving our days of entrance into the world of goth and industrial music.
Finishing up with two encasement scenes, one saran wrap and the other co-flex - a good day.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Found Baggage :)
Yes... about 24 hours after the airline lost it, they found it and then titled it "delayed" and it has come to me, my precious. In tact! i am always very concerned when all of the luggage comes out on the carousel from flights for me to rummage through. i think it is amusing that i am egocentric enough to think that someone either wants my luggage or they lost my luggage because it is me. Either way maybe i should train myself to observe my luggage being deployed, do nothing, then pick it up off of the carousel once it has stopped moving and most of the baggage is gone. Sir knows this about me... i wonder what He will think about this idea :)
At any rate, i am relieved and very happy. We did have to acquire some temporary makeup for me for the shoot today as my luggage only came in within the past couple of hours. The photographer has lots of great ideas and cool wardrobe. Our shoot was planned to start later in the day today, so i requested if we could take a walk around the neighborhood, since i have never been to this city before. He did better than that- we went to a really pretty park, ate ice cream and walked around chit chatting.
The photographer is spiking a renewed interest of mine to write about me, my thoughts, and my life. i have a good deal to say on the subject and i do not believe my views have been widely expressed. i have always felt that person to person conversations have been the best way to descibe my perspective of reality, but then again...
After shooting two extended sets, we went off for Pho and finished off the day in a neat synthetic (for lack of a better term) claire-spider-fusion thingie transitional bondage of mine. Tomorrow there is a guest model coming in that i get to co-sub with. i rarely get that opportunity with people thinking i am 100% Dominant and all. it should be fun.
i am sad to report that at this moment i am missing Steve Joyner, the Director of CoRE (http://www.wearecore.com) going away party. Sir is in attendance, whom i miss and love terribly!!! Steve is moving to San Francisco to be with his partner, Patricia and start a new SF Chapter of CoRE. Look out for some really stellar SF Shows in '08. I love you, brother, and wish you nothing but love and happiness.
Sweet Dreams,
-claire bun of doom.
At any rate, i am relieved and very happy. We did have to acquire some temporary makeup for me for the shoot today as my luggage only came in within the past couple of hours. The photographer has lots of great ideas and cool wardrobe. Our shoot was planned to start later in the day today, so i requested if we could take a walk around the neighborhood, since i have never been to this city before. He did better than that- we went to a really pretty park, ate ice cream and walked around chit chatting.
The photographer is spiking a renewed interest of mine to write about me, my thoughts, and my life. i have a good deal to say on the subject and i do not believe my views have been widely expressed. i have always felt that person to person conversations have been the best way to descibe my perspective of reality, but then again...
After shooting two extended sets, we went off for Pho and finished off the day in a neat synthetic (for lack of a better term) claire-spider-fusion thingie transitional bondage of mine. Tomorrow there is a guest model coming in that i get to co-sub with. i rarely get that opportunity with people thinking i am 100% Dominant and all. it should be fun.
i am sad to report that at this moment i am missing Steve Joyner, the Director of CoRE (http://www.wearecore.com) going away party. Sir is in attendance, whom i miss and love terribly!!! Steve is moving to San Francisco to be with his partner, Patricia and start a new SF Chapter of CoRE. Look out for some really stellar SF Shows in '08. I love you, brother, and wish you nothing but love and happiness.
Sweet Dreams,
-claire bun of doom.
Friday, September 21, 2007
On the Road Again
i left the house with Sir this morning at 5:15am sharp. Sir was kind enough to get up in the wee hours of the morning to drive my bunny butt to the airport, Thank You, Sir!
i enjoy travelling in a strange way. Feeling lost in a heard of other people trying to get somewhere other than where you are (the airport) is fascinating. It is a great place to unabashedly people watch and no one really notices...
To get to where my travels have ended today it took two airlines, three airplanes, and around 2,700 miles- all in all 13 hours of travel, not bad. i learned new things today and went through security more times than i thought possible? In one airport i was at, it was required of me to exit security, take a shuttle bus to another terminal and go through security again. Interesting, huh? Has not happened to me since i have been flying that i can recall? i must be spoiled :)
bunny spent the day listening to all of the music on her nano-pod-thingie, reading up on muons in Scientific American, oogling pretty things in trashy magazines, and pitter patting her paws on this laptop here. One of bunny's favorite pasttimes is to make lists of things to do (so is Sir's), in fact we have our personal lists and a big assignment board at home for our lists! bunny also plotted many things and made a fun CB logo since she did not have any internet to dowload the work she had emailed herself... oh and she dozed a little in her bunny fetal/crash landing position (should take a photo to explain).
i arrived safetly at my new top secret destination, but unfortunately not all of my luggage did :( They say it will be here tomorrow before 3pm, i hope that it does come as my makeup is in it and the photographer did not request a "natural" look!
Even with my "baggage" i am looking forwards to shooting. The photographer has a really neat space, much like the one Sir and i recently located to. Our preliminary shoot conversations are sounding fun. These will be some interesting days coming up! The photographer also has two mishevious furr faces.
Sir, i miss you very much! You are wonderful and amazing!
To dream land....
-bunny.
i enjoy travelling in a strange way. Feeling lost in a heard of other people trying to get somewhere other than where you are (the airport) is fascinating. It is a great place to unabashedly people watch and no one really notices...
To get to where my travels have ended today it took two airlines, three airplanes, and around 2,700 miles- all in all 13 hours of travel, not bad. i learned new things today and went through security more times than i thought possible? In one airport i was at, it was required of me to exit security, take a shuttle bus to another terminal and go through security again. Interesting, huh? Has not happened to me since i have been flying that i can recall? i must be spoiled :)
bunny spent the day listening to all of the music on her nano-pod-thingie, reading up on muons in Scientific American, oogling pretty things in trashy magazines, and pitter patting her paws on this laptop here. One of bunny's favorite pasttimes is to make lists of things to do (so is Sir's), in fact we have our personal lists and a big assignment board at home for our lists! bunny also plotted many things and made a fun CB logo since she did not have any internet to dowload the work she had emailed herself... oh and she dozed a little in her bunny fetal/crash landing position (should take a photo to explain).
i arrived safetly at my new top secret destination, but unfortunately not all of my luggage did :( They say it will be here tomorrow before 3pm, i hope that it does come as my makeup is in it and the photographer did not request a "natural" look!
Even with my "baggage" i am looking forwards to shooting. The photographer has a really neat space, much like the one Sir and i recently located to. Our preliminary shoot conversations are sounding fun. These will be some interesting days coming up! The photographer also has two mishevious furr faces.
Sir, i miss you very much! You are wonderful and amazing!
To dream land....
-bunny.
Introducing my Life to You
Hello.
This is a place for bunnies, namely Claire Adams to post about her adventures with Sir and her life as a bondage model, bondage rigger, director, rope crafter, graphic designer, leather worker, and all sorts of bunny activities.
Since much of this will deal with the duality of me as a bunny Top and bottom, i will be adressing myself in all sorts of ways- being confused is ok :)
i hope that you enjoy reading my blog!
Please visit me at: http://www.clairebondage.com
i would love to hear what you have to say!
Please take a look at our rope site:
http://www.vintagerope.com
Exotic rope for erotic tastes!
and get to know my Sir, Damon Pierce at:
http://www.damonpierce.com
Yummmm!!!
-bunny.
This is a place for bunnies, namely Claire Adams to post about her adventures with Sir and her life as a bondage model, bondage rigger, director, rope crafter, graphic designer, leather worker, and all sorts of bunny activities.
Since much of this will deal with the duality of me as a bunny Top and bottom, i will be adressing myself in all sorts of ways- being confused is ok :)
i hope that you enjoy reading my blog!
Please visit me at: http://www.clairebondage.com
i would love to hear what you have to say!
Please take a look at our rope site:
http://www.vintagerope.com
Exotic rope for erotic tastes!
and get to know my Sir, Damon Pierce at:
http://www.damonpierce.com
Yummmm!!!
-bunny.
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